Your name is silence, Your body is darkness. You've never been here, But you are in my soul. You never felt pain, You never felt joy. You were not clothed in rags, Or felt the luxury of riches. While I become tainted, You stayed pure. While I lived in the light, You dwell in blackness. You were there at the beginning And you will be there in the end. I'm grounded in this world, While you soar in the skies. You are parched as a desert, While I blossomed like a rose. I wear you like a mask, And you are revealed to me in the mirror. You could not object to your life, And I've done nothing but object to mine. So you see the rainbows, While I see the clouds. I want to be loved, You wanted to be acknowledged. I crave the winter months, And you want the summer sun. I'm crazy in my living, While you were sane in dying. We are poles apart, But part of the same coin. I'm becoming a monster, And you become an angel. My life is a nightmare, And you fill my daydreams. A fire burns my soul, Yours is filled with dirt. You tried to show yourself to me, But I keep ignoring you. I did not know you existed, Yet that is no excuse. You never imposed yourself on me, I would have smacked you senselessly. My life feels like a still life, Your is a still life. Because while I was born living, You were born dead.